How do you do the conclusion of to be continued?

OHH!!

And now, for the conclusion of the hurt-ness....

Yeahh so i got a reply.

It was a bit...

Ehhhh.

To be honest.

I knew whatever she wrote I wouldnt be happy with, because she really really annoyed me.

But not once in her email did she apologise and take back what she said.

She apologised for hurting me...(Which was the single sorry in the email)...But she didnt once say she didnt mean what she said, or that...I dunno. I just feel a bit like she went 'Oooh ive been caught. Now how can i make it better but still seem like i'm never wrong..?'

I dont know. I always found her a bit patronising, but its bugged me.

The email matched the length of mine, but basically said very very little.
It explained the situation of what happened after this emotional rollercoaster (Like my attempt to call it something else? Skillzzz =P) but still managed to say not much more than what i'd figured out on my own.

This bit made me laugh.
I think from what you have said that you have behaved in your response to ------- in exactly the way you should have done and you contacted the right people to help him. Much of what you say you are dealing with is more than anyone would expect from a 15 year old. I think we are all maturing all the time and you after all are only 15 and I am still trying to figure out how to help people when they are distressed.

Yeah, in the earlier email she said we were like five year olds. GRRRRRRR*!!!!!!


I dont know what to expect from things at the moment now.

I dont really want to go to ignite...Id much rather spend the time with Michael. Before someone picks up on the whole 'boyfriend over church event/God/Church' thing, im tempted to keep away from church for a while even before this, and at least then i wouldnt be wasting a day.


ARGH.

To confused at what im thinking. I dont know if im blowing it out of proportion or reacting accordingly, but to be completly honest, Im that confused about it, i'm just waiting for one persons opinion on it, because i value her opinions muchly and need herrrrrrrrr.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr*.




*uff.