Random memories that keep coming back to me =D
Its great, like Jasper was saying, for the Nostalgia, like listening to the Spice Girls, its a part of the past thats now just past.
I miss my closeness with some of my friends from last year, the guys in particular. Theyve changed so much, and so have I, but i miss when it was us lot every break and lunch =)
I miss the battlefields trip. I miss the whole weekend of laughing, forgetting the problems back at home.
Im trying to be happy now =D Im the happiest i've been in the last five years or so, which is boys fault =P (Rachels name for him, not mine =P) but im also a bit confused at why my head still wants me to do things...If i cant hurt, then i dont want to eat for a while...if i dont eat i feel guilty...so i eat or harm and feel even more guilty.
Im not anorexic or anything like that, i just dont eat until i feel the pain, then i can eat.
Its wierd the way my head works.
Ahhaaa even science i miss. Sitting with Sammy, or sitting with the guys. It was all fun, all so carefree =P
Bored. Babbling. Bye.
