I have been thinking.

Terrible right? Hurts way too much =P

I've actually been thinking about quite alot of really quite random things, which is what i will be blogging about quite alot in the future =D

Im not perfect, because really, who is? We strive for this image of perfection and confidence, but we can never really say who or what is perfect, because though overused, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Im sure there are many people who decided Jesus was wrong and terrible, especially the jewish leaders, and alot of words are used about him, but never perfect. Because perfect in todays world is different.

After watching thirty seconds of a random show i know all the guys watched, it mentioned different role models over the last fifty years or so. Our generations was Katie Price, or Jordan.

I know for a FACT i am not the only one who does not want to be like her, who does not want that type of perfection.

But to be honest, i never said i wanted perfection.

I always said i wanted to be fixed. And maybe that IS what i've become. Ive learnt, maybe not how to deal with my problems, but how to not go to a razor every excuse i can find.

I dont think i look beautiful, and often i will say that i dont look good, i have to disgusting a face, am too skinny, have no boobs and therefore look crap, but i can feel comfortable with me more often than not.

And to be honest, perfection is within people, because i believe perfection is personal, but unobtainable.

My perfection, is not being broken and feeling worth something. I can get to this. It may change in the future, but still. Where is perfection for anyone else?