I dont quite know what i've done wrong reccently.
Nothing seems to be going to plan at all.
Not only that, im suddenly found myself (I think - well, hope- often accidently) insulted a bit by some of my closest friends =/
"So what insults have you had then..?"
"Oh the usual ones really, ugly, fat, useless..."
"Ugly? Really?"
"Yeah ofcourse."
"Hmm. Well its okay, you're not THAT ugly."
Um...Thanks..?
Friend One..."We're goin on the field...Wanna come..?"
Me..."Oh okay..Where abouts, cause im not gonna come now but i might later..?"
Friend Two... "Oh yeah, like we want you there..."
Yay...Really, thanks....
And just so many other little comments that sting just a little bit.
Its like...One bee sting doesnt hurt that much right? But you get attacked by a swarm of them, and its like, Wait, What?! Ow!!!
I feel really distanced from them to be honest.
I just want to run away for a bit. Clear my head.
Which is ridiculous after two weeks off =P
But still. And now i have two weeks of work experience, with people who arent used to the art of tact...Arrghhhhhh.
I keep going through some of my favourite pictures =) Its really nice just to see a moment in which it was okay =) The pictures are sometimes chaos, i can remember specifically in one of them being ridiculously tired and grumpy..But its a memory =) When i was there with my friends.
Mehh. I guess this post is just random babbles to fill the time while my head calms down a bit...but i wanted to get it out. Sorry =) I'll put a warning at the top =P
Picture just to make me smile =P
It was a random chill out thing at Frankie and Bennies when we were all a bit run down.
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