I may as well rant in the next 20minutes about how my friends seem to have something against me...

Theres a girl at our church...or who used to be anyway. I was so damn close to her last year, at soul survivor. Now, she wants nothing to do with me or roseanna because of her new friends.

She ignores us, she wont text back, she barely talks to us on msn, she ditches us whenever she can for her new friends at a different church...

Okay. Our church is bad. It needs alot of work, particularly where the youth are concerned...
But why are we being poked at for that?

She apologised 'if you felt like i was ignoring you' and wanted to meet up. This is fair enough. However I dont want to meet her on my own, because all it leads to is her trying to talk to me constantly about another friend of mine. And as much as i love him and could talk about him, about 3 hours of tryin to change the subject isnt so fun. So i have to wait, happily, until both Roseanna and I are free.

We're busy, thats the problem.

But shes given up.

Its like...I'll ask them to get in their good books...but on the few opportunities to meet that we have, she doesnt want to know.

MPH.

Sadie says shes not worth it. I dont want to believe that, and i wont. I want to be friends with this girl...

But i dont want to feel second best.

Im sick of that.

I dont know what to do about it.