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EEEE EEEE YYEE AAHH!!! !!!!!!!

Here's to life.

I feel the need...
Tuesday, 26 May 2009

To do some actual blogging =)

Noone else seems to ='(




So my half term has been pretty good so far =) Its a shame its only a week, its never enough time =( Two weeks is just enough time to relax and get everything done.



As usual in holidays, Mike is away. I really miss him, though it does mean i actually get a text every now and again =P Worryingly, Matt, Bower and Luke have also told me that they miss him alot....Dont want to know what they've been getting up to...=P



Saturday i was just gonna chill....So i went round Roseannas, as you do whne you plan to chill =P We had great fun, we went to the park and chilled out on the swings, i stuck my bum through a tire, and Roseanna tried to take a picture of it =) Ellie joined us later, and we all just fell asleep really...Well, we had a laugh in between, but we were all tired.




Sunday was annoying really to be honest. I had church, which was actually quite a good service on spiritual gifts. Honestly? I think the church preaches it wrong. Its all well and good to talk about the bibles debate on Prophecy Vs Tongues and Deciphering of tongues, but if you dont talk that much about how to discover a spiritual gift, or how to apply it, theres not much point, it all just goes over peoples heads. But i really like listening to John talk, he gets so excited about what he preaches, i love it, and occasionally he'll detour to explain his point using a modern way of putting it, and just ends up babbling for a while completly happily. Its great, he's happy about his faith and therefore good to listen to.
I had planned to spend the afternoon with Rachel. In honesty? She's been getting on my nerves a bit reccently, but i havent been able to tell her because theres so much going on with both her and me. So when she wanted to do five hundred things before hanging out, i had to draw the line cause of my dizziness, but i regret it. I never would have managed it, but i just wish i could get over this annoyng grudge, which i think i would have had i had the time with her.
Ignte was great though =) We got too hot so we went downt to the riverside.

I really should not be able to fit into the baby swings.
Lolz =P




Monday (yesterday) was caaaaaalm....Coursework for the most of it, night at the museum in the evening. I love that film! Its amazing! Woot Woot! Go and see it, honestly, its giggle-filled =D

Todayyyyyyy! Woooooooooooo =P





Morning with Roseanna round =) Its really hard to have people round, what with the tiny tiny house i have and the two dogs who arent really sociable. I always feel bad cause i spend so much time round Roseannas, but its so hard to have her back over. But i have to say, our TV choice was amazing =P





Oh, and her shirt matches the colour of Toms basket. We're that cool that we noticed =)








(<----He cant fit! I can! Nyyaa! =P)
We went with Bower and Ellie to Goddie to hang out with Matt =) He was in town for alot of the time though, so we went to the park by where the skate park used to be.
It was great fun actually, Ellie broke up with Bower a few times, we managed to make him jealous and steal his shoes at the same time. We're that cool ! =P





Swings FTW =D


Jon Ross increases in coolness.




GIGGLES!


*Sigh*, the fun of today....


This made me giggle.
Saturday, 23 May 2009

A note inside Roseannas School Planner....




I wonder...
Friday, 22 May 2009

I've been wondering quite a bit about who i am based on who i am around.

Because to be honest, of my circle of friends i hang out with, I only choose to be around two of them. I'm often accidentally insulted by them, often they dont want to talk to me, and other times they just make me feel really rubbish.

I mean, i have great friends outside of these. Sadie for one, who is awesome, but even Leila, who i am actually in love with right now...When i spoke to her about how rubbish my mates were making me feel, she instantly without heasitation told me that i was welcome with her friends any time. I dont know her well, and yet she extended her close friendship group to include me without a doubt.

I had Roseanna, possibly the greatest friend I've ever had, but she's left now. Im gonna miss her.

I have the guys i guess, but i would never be able to hang around with them, we'd annoy each other too much =P

Im also scared of major change in things i hold steady.

I wonder if its whats making me so insecure about myself....

But Im stayng wth my friends, despite the comments and despite the way i feel afterwards.

I dont know what else to do.


Yay!
Saturday, 16 May 2009

Bower and Ellie are going ouuuuuuuuuut =D

She has girlfaceeeeeeee =D

Well. When i can see it obviously, cause most of the time Bower is on her face and therefore obscuring my view =)


ARGH
Thursday, 14 May 2009

Yesterday was so INFURIATING!!

I cant even be bothered to blog about it im that annoyed =@


The hell...

The bus was my hell for a year..Then its been my sanctury from the grrrr's of my friends for the past three years...

But today was hell...

Nothing was directed at me...

Or at my friends...

But they put Jack in a headlock

He couldnt breathe properly

And they kept him there for ages

Fifteen minutes or so

And they just kept laughing at him

tryin to get him to fight back

theyre his so called friends...

He doesnt seriously offend anyone...

And they hurt him...

We couldnt even tell who it was for part of the time...

They just kept laughing...

And Chloe and Georgia thought they'd be cool and join in laughing...

I nearly slapped them...

She gave me a funny look because i wasnt laughing...

Because a guy was being hurt and put in a headlock...

I hated it....

I started shaking..I had to move away from Roseanna so she wouldnt see...

how it was effecting me...

Im not even close to Jack

It wasnt even that bad

Ive known him a long time...Since we were tiny...

But i dont know him...

I dont talk to him...

I just sit behind him in history...

And seeing it hurt me so much...

I just wanted the bus journey to end so they'd stop...

I couldnt handle it...

I dont get it.


Post a secret.
Monday, 11 May 2009

I dont know how many people have heard of it, but its amazing =)

Though i rarely remember to check it, post a secret .. well, i'll quote what it said on Wiki =)

The simple concept of the project was that completely anonymous people decorate a postcard and portray a secret that they had never previously revealed. No restrictions are made on the content of the secret; only that it must be completely truthful and must never have been spoken before. Entries range from admissions of sexual misconduct and criminal activity to confessions of secret desires, embarrassing habits, hopes and dreams.


Basically, the guy who created it, Frank Warren, went into some busy town, (I cant remember the full story so i'm going with what i remember), and handed out postcards with his address written on the back, and a stamp in place. He told them to mail him a secret that they've never told anyone before.

He got quite a few back.

And what he does now, is the same sort of thing, except every sunday, he posts ten new secrets on his postsecret blog

Which ive just realised i should subscribe to which would make it easier.

Hmmm..

Anyways, I'm gonna put a few on that i liked or thought were really honest, but i reccomend you check it out =)













Rescue mission!
Friday, 8 May 2009



This picture is just too unbelievably cute to be left to be forgotton on the msn home page.


He shall live on on this blog =)













Thats all. BYEEE!


LOL
Thursday, 7 May 2009





She doesnt talk to us, she doesnt want anything to do with us, when we confront her she claims she didnt mean to but wont try to meet up, and this is her way of apologisng.

LOL.


I'll be less bitter later, i promise :)


I finished ittttttttt =)

My air engine makes it up to 2,500 RPM =D

This is good, i'm told.

For two days i've been making this engine, pics up later, but i finally finished it =)

After taking it into the meeting room (AKA crashing spot for engineers on a coffee break) they all had a play with it, asking me questions...etc. It made me laugh that they can work on top notch top secret high engineering crap, and yet an air engine made by a year ten can amuse them for ages.

Sam asked me what the RPM on it was.
Uuuuuhhh......I dunnoooooooo

So he had to try it =) Then invisible man got involved, and i know now mine has the rpm of a small car =D

Cambs uni, ftw =D


Arghh

I keep thinking up things i really want to blog about, and then i get to the first sentance and give up.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Might have pics of what im doing here up soon =) Have my phone with me today.

And this is the end cause my attentionspan has just run out.


Two pretty thingsss =)
Wednesday, 6 May 2009


Look at the piccy here.


I love it.


Its my screenpic on my phone at the moment, two very pretty things in one well timed picture =)


<3


NOTE TO SELF

You know when you say that just to try to remember or hope that saying it out loud means someone will remind you..?


I MUST remember to read the twloha blog because it has a point i want to write about =)


Look what i made!!!
Tuesday, 5 May 2009


Oh the joys of nothing to do =)


Hope she doesnt read thisss

Just something i've been thinking about.

A beautiful friend of mine said "I love you" to me.

The same friend put xxx at the end of her texts to me.

She also hugs me occasionally.

She even likes me around.


It seems so stupid to say, but how happy this makes me is amazing.

She never admitted she even liked me until just before Christmas, and she did so very begrudgingly =P

Shes changed alot, and shes moved forward and back alot, but i love her so much.

She would never admit such a thing to me. Its like hugging, we just, dont.

She said it out loud the other night, geniunly and looking me in the eyes. I was half asleep, but had i had the energy =P I would have been grinning most of the night.

i reread some of our texts, some of our emails.

I saved the first text she said she'd miss me, because it was such a moment.

She told me she loved me loads in email - i have it in writing now, you cant take it back =P- and it meant so much.


Because of my relationship with her, if she approves of things i am happy. Her opinion means so much to me, that if she likes even me, surely i cant be that bad? =P

She is amazing, she is beautiful, i WILL see her in her prom dress, and i love her =)


I sorted it!!

Sort of.....

I had to change the station ='(

So it MIGHT be on heart now, cause it has two stations, but it might not =(

Im now listening to a partial rap song talking about bleeding on the floor.

Fuuuuuuuuun =)

Ooh p!nk. Not too bad =)

Mmmm so i have very little to blog about and very much time...


OOOH!

I know what i can blog about =)

My parents bought a Wii.

My aunt and uncle have one, and my parents, having drunkenly (they claim they weren't but it really wasnt that funny) played on it a few times, then decided they wanted one too.

I have yet to see the infamous Cow Racing, which mum apparently kicks ass at, but so far im a little disappointed.

I didnt a wii in the first place, i think theyre a waste of money because with all game consoles, theyre a good novelty, but when that wears off, they get disconnected once and never reconnected. My parents dont like wasting money on games, so we'd be stuck with the same few....

I just dont see the point.

And if they, like my aunt and uncle, play it until the early hours of the morning, i'm cutting their haribo rations.

And i mean it.



Oh gawddd i just managed to get it back from Radio One to heart, and its song i genuinly hate...Spotlight by whoever. Its such a waste of musical talent, singing, instruments, even the studio, its crap!!!

Grrrruff.

although, I suppose i should confess, and please, no hatred for this...

Jasper wrote an amazing post on Lady Gagas Pokerface....

I dont mind it anymore =/

I even like hearing it. =/

Sorry. I feel like a let down =P =P

But so would you, if you'd been forced to listen to as much take that as i have!

And i used to like Take That!!!

Turns out Heart does ='(


Halo-ooohhhhh

Random title as its playin on the radio now, and thats how she sings it.
Beyonce if anyone wants to listen to it. I dont reccomend it!!!

So Im at work still =) Not long proabably until my teacher comes round...Im thinking of asking Giggles to email me when she's coming, just so i'm prepared =P

I've been doing alot of thinking reccently.

There seems to be alot going on. Like on my old blog, i said that around a certain point, emotions seem to be in extreme, or something always going on.

Well my best friend has just gone through a break up. To be honest, the guy wasnt great, but together they were pretty good. I know how much she liked him, and he was a complete twat to her.

But then again, another best friend im ridiculously happy for, as she now likes one of my other friends. He's lovely, i spent alot of time madly in love with him, and they are amazing together. Having only met a few times, it might take a while, but im so pleased they both have managed to find someone awesome =)

For the first time i got really annoyed at my boyfriend. He doesnt deal well with my self harming, and often yells at me when he finds out i've slipped up..The last time i was convinced he was going to break up with me. its not his fault at all, he loves me and doesnt fully understand it, so his reaction is sane....Just...Not helpful. I spoke to him about it on msn, and ended up in tears. I love him hugely, but i need to see him so that its all okay in my head.

There are many many more cases but im too damned tired to write them up.

Well, sayin that, i have nothin to do for 25mins, so i'll probs click publish post, sort out the radio which is dying =( And then click 'Create new post'.

So, to sort out the radio....


Whats the time, Mr Wolf?
Friday, 1 May 2009




My boyfriend is a geek <3

Hours in order (cause they havent shown up in the pic)
8 4 2 1
Minutes
32 16 8 4 2 1

So whats the time? =D


Danger at home.


Mum- "Im going to really, really cause you personal injury!!"

Dad -"Now now...put the cucumber down...."

And why?

Because Dad turned off the stereo when mum was listening to Taylor Swifts Love Story.

While she was cutting up some cucumbers.

And people wonder why i turned out so strange!


Slater

Ohhaii! Welcome Back :D
I think I should insert a witty comment here but I don't have one.

I write sometimes to complain, sometimes to comment, but I'm going to write more.
Ready for the future now!

Tom's Prime Minister List

-Divert funds to the creation of a Tardis
-Convert the Country's religion to Who-vian.
-Make Downing Street bigger on the inside
-Monitor Wheelchair access for fear of Daleks


Games to Collect
1) Crysis 1 & 2
2) Batman Arkham City & Asylum
3) Halo
4) Deus Ex
5) Alice.



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