Just something i've been thinking about.

A beautiful friend of mine said "I love you" to me.

The same friend put xxx at the end of her texts to me.

She also hugs me occasionally.

She even likes me around.


It seems so stupid to say, but how happy this makes me is amazing.

She never admitted she even liked me until just before Christmas, and she did so very begrudgingly =P

Shes changed alot, and shes moved forward and back alot, but i love her so much.

She would never admit such a thing to me. Its like hugging, we just, dont.

She said it out loud the other night, geniunly and looking me in the eyes. I was half asleep, but had i had the energy =P I would have been grinning most of the night.

i reread some of our texts, some of our emails.

I saved the first text she said she'd miss me, because it was such a moment.

She told me she loved me loads in email - i have it in writing now, you cant take it back =P- and it meant so much.


Because of my relationship with her, if she approves of things i am happy. Her opinion means so much to me, that if she likes even me, surely i cant be that bad? =P

She is amazing, she is beautiful, i WILL see her in her prom dress, and i love her =)