Without a doubt, one of THE greatest live songs =)

Me love them =)

And its a song for how im feeling at the moment- pretty good =D

I have no doubt that I am feeling this good for Four reasons.

One- Roseanna is back =) I no longer miss her, she was like my ginger sunshine and it was strangely dark without her =)

Two- Soul Survivor is a week away. Im mixed for a number of reasons. I want to go in the fact that i probably need to go- my faith is off floating somewhere, i dont even know where, and I'm expecting to get hit in the face with it by God at some point during the week. I said about two months after the last soul survivor, when my faith first started shifting, I was NOT going to let God have any effect on me until Soul Survivor and have since blocked him out. The reason for this is that I dont think i would get enough support from Christians or God inspired people anywhere else, or not so much that it might help anyway.

Which reminds me of a request i have for those going to SS with me and reading my blog...

PLEASE do NOT pray for me...

Its not personal. I just dont want it. If anything does happen, i know it needs to be me sorting it out, and i need independance in my faith. I dont give a crap about "Well God can help you if people pray for you", there are very few people that i like to pray for me, and none of them are likely to pray for me, so that problem is easily solved.

I dont particularly want leaders to pray for me either, whoever goes, so one appears to be walking towards me please stop them...

Third reason for feeling good- Saturday with a few cool people =) I wasnt all that bothered before, but now i am extremely excited for potentially being extremly irritating and majorly catching up =) (And getting hugs cause i love them =D)

Fourth and final reason-HOLIDAY CLUB.

Bizarrely, I've been there one day, I'm pretty tired, but I've learnt stacks from the kids.

I love them to peices. Im an assistant group leader, so i have nine kids shared with Bernard and Helen, who are all brilliant. Theyre all so different and individual! You've got the shy ones, the loud ones, the dancy ones, the proud ones...Theyre brilliant. Im not all that great with Kids but they dont seem to mind, they do enough talking for anyone anyways!

I marvel at Holiday Club, its amazing. At that age, theres not a real issue with it being so heavily christian themed, which any older and it would. It teaches kids in a fun way- its not a lesson by any standards, but its fun and they know new things by the end of it.

The songs are enough to make me smile, so many actions! Its great fun acting like one of the kids, as if i were that small again and the dancing genuinly makes me happier.

Bless. Theyre so sweet.

And yes, I am still as antisocial and as grr as usual =)

Im missing Mike still to an extreme, I am really quite angry and somewhat upset at someones blog post, not just on my behalf but on several others, which i am extremely tempted to rant out my feelings about it, but I have been told by her blog not to, as well as by the sunnyginger =) As well as that, I havent seen half the people I would like to, but as we have no car at the moment its impossible to get anywhere, and Im meeting up tomorrow with some old...Well, not friends. Aquantances works just as well, because i dont count anyone from primary school as a friend, because i blocked out my memories of it to such an extent i cant even remember who i was friends with.

But its all good =) I even felt good enough yesterday to download Love Actually off Itunes to rent =)

And dont tell anyone...But i loved it =P

Lol...

Ly x