The title is the noise I make when I'm in this kind of mood...Or at least the best spelling of it I could manage on the internet.

Ikehpwegh.

Today wasnt so bad, in that I didnt want to punch half of the male species... I dont know. I expected it I guess, but I dont know how to deal with it really. I only got wound up in German, and frankly, with how crap at it I am, I was seriously calm =P Although I did make a tower out of pens, and then raided Lauras pencil case to make it longer. Miss seemed to like it =)
Ohh and I did work in Maths for the first time! Sorry. I know its not blogworthy, but Its still pretty awesome =D

Right now though, I'm going totally stir crazy. I need to go out and do something, its all just a bit...Claustrophobic, at the moment. I dont like it. Karen told me I should explain that to mum and see if we can alter my punishment. When i tried to raise the subject, Mum told me if i mentioned it then she'd add another two weeks to it. Great.
I want to see people...I want to go out with Mike (not just cause he has starbucks caramel stuff now =P but because I want us to go back to normality asap), with Roseanna (cause when feeling rubbish, everyone needs a dose of my favourite ginger), With Ellie (no brackets needed, i need that girl), Jasper, Andy, Matt, Katie, Emmy, PEOPLE. I'd settle for going out with a cat! I'm fed up of being homeee =(


Counselling pissed me off like anything yesterday. The words "Its not you're fault...You just need to believe"

Well, I have two qualms with this,

Firstly- Yes, actually it is my fault.

She told me that its like the banana skin theory. If there is a banana skin on the floor, and someone falls over it, they might shout, cry, laugh, be embarressed, etc. But its not the bananas fault that they fell over, and so its not your fault the reaction that comes from it.

Um. Well. If it were me personally, I would blame the banana. Would they have fallen over at all if it wasnt convieniently in their path?
I dont think so!
Therefore, yes, the issues in question are my fault. Cause i started them! DUH.

Secondly and Finally - "You just need to believe"
Oh please. Are we in a Disney movie? Obviously I dont believe, and therefore I am a young teen in freaking therapy. Says alot!!!!!!


Its my birthday coming up now. Only like, three weeks. Which is a bit...Meh, really. I dont really look forward to it. I blame recharge, where they scarred me for life. Bloomin Happy birthday. Yeesh.

Although I am looking forward to my birthday cake =) And I've decided if anyone tells me this year that they cant shop for me 'cause I'm impossible (the amount of times i've heard that =/) I'll tell them scratch cards =P.... Mwa ha ha . I'll be rich enough by march to afford the present I want to get for Zan =)

Sigh. On that note, (if the plan fails) I must go now and do the dishwasher (20p a time! =P) , as well as combat the mass of coursework, all whilst listening to a mixture of Alex Day, Tom Milsom and Flyleaf.

All of which have new albums that are amazing.
Buy them. Theyre great.

Love =) x