I am in my bubble, and noone shall hurt my bubble.
In my bubble, everything thats hurting me is shoved to the outside of my bubble. It can nudge me and hurt me but the smaller i stay in my bubble, the less it hurts.
My friends are outside the bubble too. Though they keep it nice and warm most of the time =)
But I can hide from them in my bubble too.
My bubble protects me. When I hurt too much it hurt me more and got me out of the situation.
Bizarrely, though my bubble is mental, Its starting to become phsyical, because im starting to resent people touching me.
Which is weird, because I crave human contact more than anything. I just dont want to be touched. A hug makes me feel weird and uncomfortable and I just want it over.
I have never been like this before. But i just want people away from me. Its so weird.
Owwey.
