I have this dillemma.

And the dillemma is that a) I cant spell dillemma =/ and b) that when I was picking Jelly Beans, they all seemed to be really dull colours so I got some UBER green ones to make it look more pretty, but actually, they taste really bad, and so i keep eating Juicy Pear flavoured Jelly Beans that actually taste disgusting. Errghhh.

Haha. I love that how miniscule the problem I have created is compared to the other ones I have =D


Yeesh =P

So Shine was/is this weekend. Im actually really glad I'm not going.
When Rise happened, I thought it sucked that I wasnt allowed to go. I know I wouldnt have been wanted there, and I never said anything about it, but I remember fighting for them to be allowed to go when it was going to be cancelled. I really wanted to go, and so much happened that weekend that I felt it sucked I wasnt allowed to go.

Now Shine is happening, and its almost the same sort of thing. The same (Almost) people going, with me now allowed to go- and I dont want to. In fact, the more I heard about it, and the people that were going and how it was going to be, the less I wanted to go. Im happier to stay at home than be entirely uncomfortable for a weekend.
I do wish I were able to hang out with the people a bit more though. Thats the only think I'm gonna miss. When Summer comes around, Katie and Roseanna are being stolen for starbucks and picnics =P


Something I'm really enjoying at the moment is playing guitar. I'm not good, not by a long shot, but theres something really calming about being able to make music. Working hard at something and being rewarded. I love it =)


I got my prom dress too, for anyone that cares =) Its terrifyingly short, but hey, its only gonna be a year 11 prom for us once, so I may as well do it properly =)



Sighh the amount of issues I have in my head at the moment prevent me from making an overly long post.

Love you Roseanna =) x