Is compassion dead?

I never understand how hypocritical people can be.

Complaining about something heartlessly. Refusal to help people. Inconsideration for peoples feelings. Souless heartlessness.

I consider myself a pessimist in situations, an optimist in people. Always, i have seen the best in people, and its put me in a lot of crap situations. Im starting to see how people actually arent the people I think they are. Theyre cold and cruel and I don't like it. I dont know how to handle it or be around it. These arent the people I loved.


And then there are the people I do love, that Im fed up with putting up with shit from. I don't care any more. Just leave me alone.


The tiny straw broke irepairably the camels back.

I wanna be a hermit.

Argh.