Today...was....awesome.

Honestly? Last night? A wreck. I was beyond hope, panicking about stupid little things and unable to work out who to text- if anyone. I was gonna text Ellie, but by this point i'd worked out that she was on D of E, so didn't bother. I was gonna text Rachel, but deleted the same text three times, cause i knew she was busy. Mike was in a bad mood. The list continued as to why I shouldnt text anyone for help.

So when I woke up, I was grumpy. I agreed to go to Picnic in the Park yesterday, purely because Nick nagged. I got up...cleaned a tiny bit....went on the computer to blog about how grumpy I was...

And then got a text from a dear friend asking if i was home. Um....Yes...?

SO LAURA CAME TO SEE ME :D

Ohhhh the excitement is massive. I was so happy to see her it was unreal.

And, and and, she's one of the few friends I have that I am totally comfortable around. Like, no joke, I feel happy for once :D

Mwa ha ha.

Though now I miss her even more :/

Ahh dears. Five and a bit weeks to Soul Survivor! And I'm stupidly excited now! :D