I'm blaming the multitude of Pineapples on my inability to complete the BreakIN section of the BreakDown website.

Yes, you read it right.... We have a website! Kind of. Its not had the finishing touches on it yet, but its being made as we speak. Ish. Well, its open in my second tab waiting for me to go back and complete the BreakIn section, with or without pineapples.

But enough about Pineapples! More about the breakdown.

We've recorded a song! Well, I say we. Jasper and I know when to stay out of the way and allow the people who know what they're doing to actually do it, so the Katie and James have recorded their own version of Only You, with a chilled overlay, some amazing singing on Katies part, and a wicked sick guitar solo. Yeahhhhmannnn it sounds amazing.
And the more I listen to it the more it means to me personally, though I'm not sure if that makes sense? Its a song which is beautiful anyway, so is great to listen to, but the fact its been done by James and Katie makes it waaay more personal, and personal worship is what is most important to me? It also reminds me there's a part for me, the BreakDown is real and happening and I get to talk to God through that.

All that in a song. Pretty good hey?


So Jasper and I, instead of twiddling our thumbs and getting in the way of some mad recording, brainstormed for a few hours, and did a bit of the website (Though admittedly, Jasper did most), and came up with some wicked ideas.

AND THE SONG! We know what the new song is going to be. And I am well excited about it. Though against it at the same time? Im not sure how that works. Will explain more later :) I'm not sure whether the BreakDown planning is meant to be kept quiet so that its more of a surprise, but I'll babble on until someone tells me to shut up :)

Am so excited all over again. I have never felt this happy and content about somethin like this for so long. Usually i would have ducked out and given up by now, just out of laziness and ease. This though, i really care about.

I wonder what makes it like that this time. It didnt start out of major passion for God. I didn't have a personal Godly moment. It was an idea I thought would bring God back into my life.

And it has. But my passion is still waaay more than it ever was.

I was thinking about this on my walk around to the bus stop this morning.

I still am not sure.

Hmmmmmmmmm.

Anyways. On a side note, I seem to be finding really mundane things really funny at the moment, so apologies if I laugh like an idiot for no apparent reason....