So when I list the things that have been happening recently, its a really horrible list.

Nearly all of my 'Things Going On At The Moment', are negative, fallings out or bitchings.

I'm trying to stay out of them as much as possible, but admittedly I'm not perfect. I'm way better than I was though!

The fact that I can ignore comments aimed at me and rationalise them in terms of which are worth my worrying is massively awesome. I'm not bogged down by it any more.

However, I have also been trying to think about things more Christian wise-y. For example, if I want to complain or be sad or babbly or happy, I'm attempting more and more to pray about it. Despite my previous aversion to prayer.

I had a completely beautiful internal moment whilst it was raining the other day. I enjoyed summer so much, to the point where I was genuinely sad that it was raining so horribly. I started grumbling at God, not having a go at him, but just complaining that I didnt like it.... And then I kept remembering all the stupid things I've done in the rain, like running from one place to another, laughing  like an idiot with my friends, and how much I've laughed due to rain related incidents already. Then I remembered the cheesy line about how you cant have a rainbow without rain, or how nothing would grow without rain, about how important it really is :)
I got a bit sheepish with God at that point :P

Mwa ha ha.

Will blog again in a minute. Photo-uploading timeeeeeeeeee :) <3