So the BreakDown is going well :) We've had setbacks, but we've all said that theres a reason we have two months. If I havent posted it before, the website is http://breakdownonline.wordpress.com/.
I'm also getting excited about Rome again :). When I sit down and think about it, I really cant wait :)
I''ve also managed to get up to about day eight of bible in a year. This weekened, I will catch up. However, my book list is follows
- Howards End (English Lit)
- Wuthering Heights (English Lit)
- Breakout (Book Rach leant me that i really need to give back :P)
- Unification of Germany (History..)
- The Lucifer effect (Psychology)
- The Isreal Naravez book (Because I love him)
- Bible in a year.
On the whole however, I am considerably grumpier. At the moment, I would advise most of my friends to stay away from me....
Well no, thats a lie. Just to ignore anything I say thats mean. Cause its getting ridiculous, I don't seem to be thinking before I speak at all.
Which leads me to the most irritating issue, which is the sudden but very definite decay of friendship groups.
I appear to be the only one who prepared for this. Our group is about 25 people on average, I assumed at 6th form we'd all break up into our smaller groups and hang out in those instead.
Which essentially is what happened. But for one thing, people keep trying to get everyone together. Though I admire the efforts, its too soon for people to notice what they're missing.
But the biggest most irriating issue is the bitchiness hitting week three of 6th form. Suddenly everyone wants to hate each other, scream at each other, and involve as many people as possible in saying something essentially not worth saying.
Its bothering me, because I'm seeing so many of my friends upset.
Also, because of my grumpiness, I'm making alot of sarcastic comments that I'm worrying might hurt people. I'm also very quick to defend people. My temper needs a chill pill.
But really, theres not much that can be done about it. I can try to act the peace maker, but I know from the people that its probably better if they move on and let it die. Though I also know that the liklihood of that is minimal.
Ergh. I'll be more cheerful later. I promise.
Although I do have to explain to Dad that i broke the computer.
Wish me Luck.
