Its still jamaican.

Ahh my week of blogging is nearing its end. I may continue it just for the fun of it, especially now that I sorted out my blackberry internet :)

I get to see two of my favourite people of all time tomorrow. Oh how I miss fish, its ridiculous how far away she is. If I manage to get a job, I'm so gonna go see her.

I hung out with the guys today, and not my normal guys- which was pretty awesome tbh. I love how in 6th form you find out who your friends really are, and who is worth my time. Whilst it's a wonderful dilemma to have, I have real trouble dividing up my time! Especially as I'm so exhausted so much of the time. Its got to the point I'm considering going to the doctors about it, which considering how much I hate them, says a lot. Its just not normal tiredness, its exhaustion, crippling and reducing, even while I'm sleeping normally and not doing much extra. I don't know what anyone could do about it, but I'm really willing to try. Fed up with this!

Sigh. I enjoyed my week though. The guys today were a bit quieter than I expected, but it was a nice day and they're complete sweethearts. And it was pretty interesting tbh, for one thing, Greg owns a cave. I mean, woooahhh :p. (In fairness not till he's 18 and it is a housey thingy which he'll own half of. But STILL!!!)

See? The quiet kids are the most surprising.

Its the loud kids who make me laugh. I'm gonna do a whole post at some point on the awesomeness of Claire :p

But I"ll do a letter now so I can give The Apprentice my full attention :)

Dear Friend.
I have always wanted to ask you if we would be friends if it were inconvenient. Its easy for us to be together, but I wonder if you really want me around. I want to ask you but I don't want to lose you or upset you... I don't know what to do. People comment on it to me! And I have the utter embarrasment of admitting that the way you are to me is normal. You can show that you care- why not to me?
Love you
Charlie xxx