Since I last slept. Or so it feels. And considering its 3 in the morning, sleep would really be quite lovely :)

I'm at Mikes for his birthday. Its kind of a nice new thing for us that gatherings involve overnightness, so there's about 15 of us all squished into the living room watching south park. Which I am listening to, but think the more things I focus on, the more tired I'll get and will be able to sleep soon :)

So I had a bit of a heart attack about my group a few days ago, which if I complained to you about then I'm sorry. I wouldn't say I'm over everything but I may just back off a bit :)

I adored Mark Watson. We came in late because I had work (which I also love) and he spoke to us! :D aww it was such a beautiful evening, especially with Claire :)

So I have a job now! Its glorious. I'm still being trained but everyone seems genuinely friendly :) I'll see how long it lasts, but at the moment, I can't fault them :)

And yes, I'm aware that I'm babbling but I'm trying to fill the time before I go to sleep :)

So.... I really should have taken my make up off, I realise this now. Ah weelllll, I wake up early and do it then.
Plergh. I almost wish things were like they used to be, it all seemed much easier. I wouldn't give a crap about how I looked around the guys, cause I trusted them. Now though, I can't be sure it won't be something laughed at- and I kinda can't risk it when I'm like I am atm.

Awwww Joe fell asleep in the next room on some really uncomfortable chairs and we're somewhat worried he'll fall off :(
Anyway, I want to blog more, but have nothing to say. Hmmmm. Nightttt xxx