There are so many things I want to say, so I'll use my blog for said babbles.

I keep thinking, more often now that I have time on my hands, about people. People that I have a sudden realisation how much they mean to me.

I mean, Fishy and Mongoose, my love for them is unquestionable. They're the best friends I could ever ask for. BUT, Its those few people kind of on the outskirts of my groups that surprise me.

Bunting, for example. Going from me being scared of him- to the point he thought I didn't like him because I avoided him so much- to him being one of the few I genuinely trust is amazing. He's one of the few people I can admit when I don't get something. I'm too proud, I know that, but I don't need to be around him. He's always looked out for me, even when I'm a rubbish friend or person in general. I'm not scared to talk to him, or hang out with him, or go to town with just him. He's a freaking amazing friend, but when it comes to lunch and stuff, I wont always hang out with him- but I know he's always there when I need him. I've done a rubbish job of explaining things, but he is just the epitome of awesomeness.

Gaby too, who I haven't seen (not including the last month), for about ten years. But I know I can go on msn at any point and chat to her, whether I tell her it was serious or I brush it off as something unimportant, I know she's level headed and doesnt mind my ranting. More often than not, she's a massive help. I love that shes coming more into my life, fitting in with my friends like she's always been there. Theres something awesome in the universe that lets stuff like that happen.

Even people like Keiron, who I barely know in all honestly. Within about a week of starting to talk to him, Claire, me and him had an amazing day in Cambridge with him. I'm not scared to ask if he wants to go to town 'cause he wont find that weird. I can sit in a free and talk to him like I've known him for years. He's a damn good friend before I even know him that much.

Then theres Hooban, who I've known and loved for years. The girly who never fails to make me laugh, or make me feel comfortable. We havent hung out just us in years, but the fact we don't need to says alot. We're unbelievebly different, but I love her, and am so proud of her and who she is now. She's awesome, and that makes me happy in itself.

Elliot also, even though he spells his name wrong :) He's a guy who genuinely makes me chill. I can rant and complain at him and trust him with everything. I love listening to him talk about his girlfriend, which considering my couple-phobia is pretty impressive. But he restores that romantic in me (see previous post for what I mean :P Faith in love, not lovey-dovey :P). I like hanging out with him, whether he makes strange noises whilst diving for chips, or telling me theories on words or ideas.

These aren't all- I hope they'll forgive me for saying- people in my peripheral. They're not the people I make special time for, or see every single day, or have a deep history with. They're people in my life that mean a stupid amount to me.

And before people get pissed at me for not mentioning them, they're either peripheral or not surprising or I just ran out of energy :P
And I've babbled for long enough in this post, I shall finish :)
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