Ages ago, the idea of something made me happy, made me laugh, and made me smile. It was a foolish idea, one based on nothing, just for coincidence and pretty much just to keep me happy.

It turns out that idea might now come true. Well... That idea has about a 99% chance of coming true. I'm so fudging excited and happy.

I'm also terrified. This sort of stuff just doesn't happen to me. And I keep hearing things about how the idea itself is actually a horrifically bad one.

I'm scared, but I think in a good way. I don't want to rush but I'm not sure there's any other way. I'm going with it, just to see what I can do. If I get hurt, I'm gonna need help. Worried- about getting hurt.

Ahhh..... Girlface.
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