So I finally agreed to go out with Ben =D

And yes, I'm a massive nerd and stupidly excited about it. I'm not the biggest nerd in the world though (LOL).

I actually adore how people keep telling me I haven't been so happy. Which at the same time scares me a horrific amount, cause I've never been this vulnerable before. On the one hand, I trust him, on the other, I don't know him.

Ahh. See, I keep doing that- freaking out about it, when I dont need to.

I'm scared its too perfect.
In a good way. A good kind of scared.
Ahh :)