Not much to say really...

I know I should blog more, because I'm doing so less and less, but genuinely its not because I don't want to, but because most of what is happening in my life concerns Ben, which I know annoys people that I keep going on about it :)

I suppose the most I can really complain about is my anti-socialness back... And so, as it was with Claire, its increasingly difficult to retain that with someone who has to be around alot. Theres me with my headaches and feeling crap, pushing everyone away, and I can't not spend time with my boyfriend, or indeed Claire. Because I so want to, i'm just so damn moody.

I'm trying at least.

I was also feeling increasingly confident with how I look. Its incredible, considering how much I've always hated myself. I don't mind tying my hair up. I don't mind seeing my reflection in the mirror. Its nice.
Unfortunately, I have to use the term was. Being labelled both "Ugly" and "Disgusting" by some random kid in a younger year, didn't do much for my confidence. Nor did an old friend taking the piss out of my insecurity.  Woohoo.

Surprisingly though, I am overall good. I had a really awesome day in Cambridge with Sadie. I spent the weekend at Bens. I miss Ellie massively. Im hoping to spend time with both Claire and Roseanna this week, and I also get to help someone with history. Call me a nerd, but thats exciting :P

Thats all for now. Mostly because I'm tired and Glee is on :)

Day One - Favourite Song (For Now)

Its so beautiful. I adore her voice, it's really soulful. I love how honest this song is, and how it really comes from her heart. I don't know why, I cant explain it, but I love it.