Sadie wanted a grumpy/ bitchy blog post, so I'll complain for a bit and hopefully she'll cheer up :P

I'm getting exhausted. I wonder sometimes if I'm on my way to a mental breakdown, just because I'm juggling far too much.
I have the hefty revision to handle- history in particular is difficult. Dad's swapped his complaints from my lack of driving lessons, to him expecting me to memorise the driving book within the next few days. On top of revision, he's got no chance. He gets genuinely pissed off that I've prioritised A Levels over driving.
Work is being stepped up, I'm being trained in customer service. Its still a release for me to go to work where noone has impact on my life directly, and its still pretty much where I'm happiest (Apart from with Ben), but its another thing I'm trying to remember.
Friend gatherings... Theres actually quite a few. Especially when you have revision and work to juggle as well. And if you don't go, someone gets pissed off. I do want to be a part of the group, I do want the gatherings to keep happening, I physically cant be there all the time.
And then witha ll of that trying to make time for Ben too... I love the boy, I really do, but I'm nearing exhaustion. We had a really stupid argument over really stupid things on friday, purely because I was too tired to think clearly.
Its all okay now. But just too many things dividing my time, all of which really matter.

People wise, I don't really have an issue with anyone different. Of course, the dicks I have strongly disliked for a while are still dicks. The people I don't want to see remain the same..
I don't like the ways in which people keep attempting to make me feel inadequate. I don't know if its purposeful or not, but honestly, I care little. I haven't the energy.

Like I say though, stuff is mostly positive overall :) I don't care enough to be bugged by the rest of it :)