Things are changing. Suddenly. Quickly. And I don't like it.

Two of my closer friends have decided they wont come back to sixth form next year. Which, is a tad gutting. I would encourage them to do so, because they'd get so much more elsewhere, and they have direction and hate where they are, but... that means they wont be there. I'm not gonna be able to piss about in my frees with Joe, or laugh at my misfortune in philosophy with him. I'm not gonna be able to walk with him to town if we get bored.
Same with Keiron. No coffee, no bitching. Noone to laugh with in school, or to chat about the stupidest of things. No more manwhore :P

I know its not like I'm not gonna see them again, but its not the same as seeing them every day. The more I think of it the more gutted I get. I just have to cling to Claire and make sure she doesn't leave, no idea what I'd do without her.

Then people leave. Roseanna leaves for university. My year 11 friends go on study leave. I end up alone on the bus. Which is fine, 'cause half the time I just want to sleep anyway, but its another change. Another confusion.

I don't know whether I should change stuff myself. Or just keep plodding along. It works, does plodding, but its not as fun.

I'm bored of school and sixth form. I want to do something different. But I know I'm one of those people doomed and destined to education. I have no other options, I'm academic and thats it. I get bored to quickly. I'll have to go to university, 'cause I don't know what else to do. I have to become a teacher, because I have no other interests and theres no point wasting university education. I don't even want to be a teacher, its just my only logical option. I just pray I enjoy it.

I'm bored now. Watching the boyf and his best mate play xbox leads to exciting times. I should be revising.
Fucking responsibilities :/