You're like my very own Jekyll and Hyde.
Jekyll, you make me so happy. Like you wouldn't believe. The only person who can make me laugh when i don't even want to. Just being around you sometimes makes me smile.
I can be grumpy and you just make me happy. I get girlface. I love how we can watch movies and fall asleep and that doesn't feel like we're missing out. I like how we can spend time together just by being on msn, and the cute answerphone messages you leave me.
I love how you get excited over Naruto, even if I don't quite get your facination. I love your mad guitar and bass skills. I love how adorable your smile is, how just being with you lightens up my day. I miss you so much, so often.
But then sometimes, you have this Hyde switch, where you just turn into this person so unlike you. You get angry and forceful and I get a little scared of you. You don't compramise, you fight for your way in the hope i'll back down by sheer force. You have a one track mind, and you want nothing but your goal.You don't care what you say, or whether it hurts me.
I know that some of my actions are selfish, and I make mountians out of mole hills sometimes. For that I'm sorry. Honestly, I'm working on being better.
Its not that I don't love Hyde. I love Jekyll and Hyde. It is not one or the other. I just wished it was more Jekyll sometimes, like it was the last time we were together. You make me happy.
Love :) <3
