The way it played out in my head was this.

Well you always knew he would end it, its barely surprising. He saw who you really were, you weren't careful enough with the walls, and now he knows the truth, You're unimportant, disgusting, and unwanted. You can't blame him for that. Just because you've been in this happy bubble doesn't mean there wasnt a truth outside that bubble, hiding from it doesnt make it untrue.

Meh. I know people get all huffy when I write stuff like this, but I'm going through an honesty purge and thats how I thought.

Now though, I don't want to show that. I don't want to be weak. I don't want to be upset about the things I've lost, and I don't want to go back to who I was. Its time for a new me, again. A reinvention, again.

I don't want to be the slaggy one any more. I don't want to be the one who everyone assumes will get with everyone.

I don't know where I'm going to go with this though. I just need to change. Because what I am damn hell isn't good enough.