I don't know what I did wrong.
It was good.... and you ended it.
Now you have someone else.
And its been two weeks
We're different.
I cant look at another guy.
You meant too much to me.
You...
You have a girlfriend already.
Shes 'your muse'
Shes your new me
The better me
So you said.
It was like you breaking up with me again.
I wasn't ready for that
I wasn't ready
I wasnt.
I just cant
I meant so little to you
that you can forget me in less than two weeks.
ouch.
I want to be strong
Say i don't need you
and I'll be okay.
I will.
I'll lie
for a long time.
I wont move on like you.
not so fast.
I'll probably fuck up my life
to try to get back that happiness you once gave me.
But i still-
Wait
no.
Not now. I wont.
I wont be weak.
I'll show you I can do this.

I just need to work out if i can.