I'm doing okay.
I know probably noone cares about my repetative updates on how I'm doing, but it helps me to refer back to it later, so just don't read.

I was talking to a really sweet friend of mine who was talking about how you never lose an addiction- You literally just replace it with something else.
He then said that it was like that with everyone. You'll always replace something with something else.

With my relationship, I've replaced it with a stream of guys. I know people are worried about me but its okay. I'm aware its not the best solution, but its a solution, and the only thing that I feel is giving me worth right now. I'm meeting new people and masking my insecurities and becoming a new persona.

With my failed friendships, I'm making new ones. I'm sure this is a positive.

With my work, I'm replacing it with apathy. I don't care. I'm doing so little of the coursework I'm supposed to.

Nothing is ideal. I think i'm over the big deal and its not a problem, and then a certain song will play and it feels new and fresh and raw again. How do you replace the unexpected?