Something I said to Claire has rung true in my head, and made me think, so I'm gonna blog about it. Cause thats what I do really.

I hate with a passion being called a slag.

I understand why people do it, because when I'm not in relationships, I will pull people. I like feeling loved, I like having the fleeting feeling of being special.

The reason I hate it so much, is because pulling is a massive front for me. I only pull when i'm trying to work something out in my life. If I'm upset or feeling unloved.

It upsets me so much because my friends call me a slag, and that just shows they don't see through it. They don't see that the confidence is a total lie.

I know its not me, because I'm so ashamed of it, and its so easy to not be so.

So yeah. To summerise, Slag- not me. Call me it and i'll get grumpy. Not even lying :) <3