I've never been this happy before.
Its interesting, an something I was talking to someone about earlier this week. You don't know emotions at all.

You think you love someone, but somehow you don't know. I thought I loved my first boyfriend, and my second, and yet I feel only now I'm truely learning what it is.

I thought I'd been happy before, the best I could manage. I see now that the best I could manage was merely by squashing the unhappiness and ignoring everything that might effect it. Now, I'm genuinely happy.

For the first time, with Daniel, I'm not self concious. I'm not worrying about what I say or who I talk to, or what music I listen to or films I watch. Its all silly little things I notice, but they mean more to me than anything. I'm so happy with him.

Everything with him in my life is so perfect.

I need now to work out the balance between him and everyone else, because I'm getting it really wrong at the moment. Its hard to balance, its the first time I've messed up really bad with it. I think when I go back to school it'll be easier- free periods, after schools, etc, rather than a whole day being absorbed.

I miss my friends.

I the friend.

I've gotta sort it out.