I don't know how to write this post at all really.

I made mistakes earlier. I got the balance wrong. Some of it was misinformed, some of it I did wrong with.

I worked it out though. I did wrong, and now I'm going to make it better. I don't piss off my friends on purpose.

I thought...well, i'd hoped... my friends would be more forgiving. I made a mistake. I want to make it better. But things are out of my control, and its destroying me that people are angry at me for them. I cant help that I cant get lifts to places. I cant help that I don't have much money. I cant help that im not always free

Going out more is something I can change, and when my parents get back, I should be able to more. Right now I cant. I just really really wish people could look and see that.