If ever I said anything to you, you'd glaze over it, or just tell me I only said it because we're friends.

Well... We're not friends now, are we really? I wish now it wasn't like this, but it does allow me to say things I couldn't say before.

So I'm going to be completely honest about you. I'm not looking for anything from it, but now you can at least see I can be objective in what I say.


You're beautiful.

Didn't you always say you were too ugly to have a boyfriend? You have no reason to be self conscious around him at all. You never have.

You don't see it because you have blinkers on, which stop you from looking at yourself properly. You could look at anyone we see to be massively attractive, and so long as you analyse them enough, they all have flaws. Everyone has flaws.
When you look in the mirror, you ignore how beautiful your eyes are. How perfect your face is. How incredible your smile is. You just zone in on what you perceive to be an imperfection. Very very rarely is that imperfection actually imperfect.

Its really upsetting because it gets you down, and it really shouldn't. You're stunning, and I've told you that for so long and I really wish you'd believe me. I have nothing to gain from telling you this, but I want you to start believing in yourself.

But that's something else, I'm really proud of you too. You  used to claim you had no friends, and look at you now! You've got an amazing group, and I'm so proud of you for what you've done with your exams. You work damn hard and you deserve recognition for it.

I just want to give you some magic cure which will convince you I'm telling the truth, because I know you'll probably just ignore this too. But I hope more than anything you take in this, because you're gorgeous, and its time you realised that for yourself :)